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高级华文：
少年文摘 + 读后感
城南旧事 + 阅读报告
AMaths:
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Physics:
Kinetic Model of Matter WS 1
Kinetic Model of Matter WS 2
Kinetic Model of Matter WS 3
Chemistry:
Biology:
Plant Nutrition TYS
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History:
Redo MYE paper
SBQ: Inference with Purpose
SBQ: Reliability
Chapter 4 Worksheet
Sunday, August 10, 2008
, 8/10/2008 01:06:00 PM
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I really had enough of him. Seriously. What's his problem? Is it MY fault that he has a bad day at work or he's making a loss? issit? Why must he always take it out on me? scolding me and stuff, demoralising me and lowering my already low self-esteem? Does it really satisfy him?
Ya, I know I'm a failure to him, mostly scoring average or below average marks whereas my brother is topping his class and stuff. Especially last year on the 22nd Nov, he totally flipped when I scored 248 + 2. Comparing me with my other friends, and if that's not enough, telling his friends aiya 我的女儿是个失败，只拿到248。and then laughing as though it's nothing when I'm just standing mere feet away from them. Then after that scolding me for making him lose face in front of his friends and relatives. Asking him to sign papers, he'll just look turn black, signed on the paper so hard that the paper almost tore.
Using the com to do research for school, he just scolds me saying I whole day play com. WTH. then when my brother is just next door, playing computer games, he say nothing. Yayaya. My brother is the best, he's everything larh.
And this is really the final straw. I told him there' no tuition today cause it's ND. And he scolded me for being lazy and not wanting to go for tuition. Forcing me to call the tuition centre to ask whether there's lessons today, and when the person said no didn;t ur teacher tell u all? in a very surprised way, he kept quiet and when i said i tell u alr, he just twisted my ear and shouted at me to shut up.
I really dunno what's with him. And everything is getting worser now. this is like the fifth time I got scolded by him this week. I really dun want any of this to continue. I'm really tired. My mum just stands there doing nothing. This home has no longer hold any value to me nor I have any feeling to it. There's just my belongings and a bed for me to sleep and three meals. That's why I want to be out of this living prison. That's why I always go out with my friends. That's why I always want to go to my friends; houses, to see for myself the warmth they had in their families, the one I'll never have.
Ya, I know I'm a failure to him, mostly scoring average or below average marks whereas my brother is topping his class and stuff. Especially last year on the 22nd Nov, he totally flipped when I scored 248 + 2. Comparing me with my other friends, and if that's not enough, telling his friends aiya 我的女儿是个失败，只拿到248。and then laughing as though it's nothing when I'm just standing mere feet away from them. Then after that scolding me for making him lose face in front of his friends and relatives. Asking him to sign papers, he'll just look turn black, signed on the paper so hard that the paper almost tore.
Using the com to do research for school, he just scolds me saying I whole day play com. WTH. then when my brother is just next door, playing computer games, he say nothing. Yayaya. My brother is the best, he's everything larh.
And this is really the final straw. I told him there' no tuition today cause it's ND. And he scolded me for being lazy and not wanting to go for tuition. Forcing me to call the tuition centre to ask whether there's lessons today, and when the person said no didn;t ur teacher tell u all? in a very surprised way, he kept quiet and when i said i tell u alr, he just twisted my ear and shouted at me to shut up.
I really dunno what's with him. And everything is getting worser now. this is like the fifth time I got scolded by him this week. I really dun want any of this to continue. I'm really tired. My mum just stands there doing nothing. This home has no longer hold any value to me nor I have any feeling to it. There's just my belongings and a bed for me to sleep and three meals. That's why I want to be out of this living prison. That's why I always go out with my friends. That's why I always want to go to my friends; houses, to see for myself the warmth they had in their families, the one I'll never have.