Sunday, January 31, 2010 , 1/31/2010 06:07:00 PM

⇨31 January 2010

It's the last day of the first month of 2010.

Looking back, time seems to pass so fast. But then I wondered, how did I actually live through this month?

Yes, I had my fun times and happy days with my great 15th birthday and La Danse Finale, but honestly the rest of the days pretty suck or neutral for me.

It's like prepare for it, do it and faced the consequences with tinges of regret & sadness. but then it was like accept, absorb then move on.

Life is so fragile yet resilient. Time and time again, I was thrown down a dark well, but time and time again, I managed to climb up again to see the light. And just when I thought I finally won, I was thrown back down again. Yet, I'm still breathing. For 15 years.
and that is an amazing feat, for me that is.

I'm at the bottom of the well now again. Maybe last year was a bit too smooth sailing for me.. besides SYF and physics. So I can see that 2010 is going to a real tough and challenging year for me. 11 more months to go, 334 days more to go. (how I wish I could just sleep through these days)

Today is the day for me to prepare my armour for another coming week