Sunday, April 11, 2010 , 4/11/2010 12:16:00 PM

⇨drive

Okay, I really need the drive to study for the upcoming tests, and MYEs.

There's still the graded assignment for SS and history's SEQ which I have yet to start and no clue on where to start. You know, it's easy to climb up the ladder but damn difficult to stay on the top.

I feel I'm living this year by days, and like there isn't really much drive in me to push myself forward. I study, for the sake of marks and get less than satisfactory results back.

ugh. I wasted my entire Saturday. And I think I'm going to waste today too, cause I just can't stop watching TV.

oh crap. AH THAT'S IT.

HIATUS FROM NOW ON.
(I hope)

I don't need an apology from you. I just want you all to wake up and really reflect on your actions and do something about it. I don't expect much from you now but at least show me you're making an effort. Yes, you may think my expectations are low but I've been through better stuff. My expectations are naturally higher than him. Besides, I'm not him. I'm ME.