Friday, April 16, 2010 , 4/16/2010 10:03:00 PM

⇨A tight slap.

You are the last person I expected to deliver this tight slap, and let me awake from this fantasy and face this cruel reality.

Neutral has always been the best option. Why didn't I treasure that, and kept status quo?
I seriously miss sec1 life, when everything happening around me doesn't affect me in any way.
Cause now, I'm getting disappointed over and over again.

I've been too naive.

When I see everyone around me crying and giving the I-totally-don't-deserve-this look, I realised that whatever there is in life is pretty destined. Yes, we can work miracles, but the true fate and destination has long been decided by him.

"If all was going your way all the time, you would become a spoiled child, wouldn't everyone? Difficult people are just one of the ways God teaches us to expand beyond our egos and accept other perspectives on life."

To you, I'm to blame and being difficult. To me, you're to blame and being difficult, and I admit, I wanted to bitch about you right here in this post til I came across this quote.

So that's it. I'm tired of trying and giving in (at least in my point of view, and obviously not in your point of view). I'm leaving it all to time and him. Cause at the end of the day, everything will be okay. And if it isn't, then we can't do much about it anyway.

I've changed.
Whether is it for the better or worse, it's up to you to decide.
I no longer want to even try to change your thinking of me, cause no matter how hard I try, I realised you don't see it. No one does.