Saturday, May 22, 2010 , 5/22/2010 12:21:00 PM

No matter how I look at it, no matter how much I appreciate the ppl around trying their best to comfort and cheer me up, it hurts like hell.

I felt like I've been pushed off the top of the mountain, and lay crumpled at the bottom of the mountain. When next Monday comes, with that dreaded greenish white paper with black things printed on it, I'll probably be buried in the ground. Seriously, it hurts, and it took a bunch of confidence from me. B.

Nothing seemed to be going smoothly for me. As I looked back, sec2 life was like a breeze as compared to sec3, except maybe for SYF but that's an entirely different matter.

Hard work just doesn't pay off at times.

But the worst has yet to come. Everything will begin on 24 May 2010. Now is a break for me. A short 2 days for a long 46 days, and much more. I need adrenaline. Loads of it.

I feel empty. Need someone to HTHT.

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I SWEAR YANSEE CAN BRIGHTEN UP MY DAY ANY OTHER DAY. YESTERDAY'S DINNER WAS THE EPIC!