Saturday, July 17, 2010 , 7/17/2010 03:33:00 PM

⇨letting go

Sometimes, even when you tried your very best, put in so much effort, it just goes unappreciated. And sometimes,you just have to let go.

That's what I'm going to do: LET GO

Whatever I do, you just brush it off so whatever. I can't be bothered with someone who doesn't bother to even say thank you. Just, seriously, grow up and stop abusing what's given to you.

Sometimes you could just be so blinded by what one say or do, and your relationship with that person, you fail to see the flaws in them until it's too late. All these years of being blinded, I woke up and decided that I don't deserve the crap you are giving me so I'm just going to let go. And I felt so much better and less miserable after that,

They're right. I don't need you.

My friends changed, my way of viewing the world changed, the environment, the feelings, the attachment.. all changed. Yet, my life still seems the same, but feels different. It all seems surreal.
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I'm quite satisfied with life these few days ^^
my results are improving! at the moment cause the previous bio test was screwed .___. BUT OH WELL

all seems well on the surface and that's enough for me.

SELF CONTENTMENT. I must really learn that to really enjoy life.